Six Months Today.
February 3rd, 2010 | 
Author: Today my little boy is six months old. Today he is smiling, and sitting up, and making cute little noises. He does all these things, but he doesn’t do them here. I can’t see him doing them. I can imagine it, and maybe dream about it but I don’t get to see it. He is sitting up on a cloud, and the toys he is reaching for are the birds as they fly by. He is smiling at the other angels, and stretching his wings ready to fledge soon.
I wonder sometimes whether people who are so lucky and have their children their, actually take the time to see how wonderful their babies smiles are, how blessed they are to hear the cute little noises they make.
It is anniversaries like today that make me think about what we are missing. I miss Finley so much. I am not so tearful, and not so desperately sad as I was in the early days. But I do wish things were different.
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A truly honest and emotional set of entries, you are a far braver woman than me. I also lost my son, back in 2008 at Musgrove (although he actually passed away at St Michael’s in Bristol) tday it has been 2 years since my BFP. I now have a 6 month old daughter and treasure her more than she will ever know. I miss my son every day, they pain does get better but it will always be there, half of my heart and half of my soul will always be there with him, wherever he may be. My thoughts are with you xx
Hi Kyra, Thank you for replying. Im sorry to read of your loss. I am glad you have been blessed wtih another little baby, Im currently 33 weeks pregnant and hoping and praying that everything goes well. Its just past Finley’s first birthday, so Im just a bunch of mixed feelings and emotions at the moment. Wish you well for the future.
Mel